Sunday, January 16, 2011

Selfishness, indifference, helplessness, guilt,

 Last night, I had a long talk, and Tada, our dreams were dashed yesterday, my dear, you see I have the past few days the pain and frustration, he could not bear to let me choose the hard pain, Tada suffered all his the pain, let me return to the good son. I know this is how determined he was down only say, I really do not have the heart to hurt her so, and even hate the idea of my mother, mother destroyed love me and Tada, some would say I'm cold-blooded, is brutal, I know, I'm selfish, whatever I Tada or relatives, I will hurt the other party, but it was no better way to choose, I can only do a sinner. In Tada decision of the moment, I really thought of death, perhaps death is the best solution hh but I might still really weak, I was not ready to die, I very selfish that good death is better than living hh
tears are shed, but I deeply hurt my wife, I can not give life he wanted, I put his dream to break out, I was a sinner, a selfish devil. I think I have not finished this life of this situation due to Tada, I can only temporarily buried in the bottom of my heart this love, ever been so-called As long as I have the opportunity to have the ability and Tada together, I will love him with my life, to care for him, dear, remember to live the life we imagine what, in our white-haired, when the day we operates together with our comrades shop, go to the beach at night watching the sunset hand in hand with a few stars hh
dear, waiting for me, okay, please forgive my selfish request, I love you, please do not leave me never hh do not vanish in my world.

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